More will be added, when/if they are developed.

Open: As it says - open to any verse.

Canon: Canon Padme, set between Attack of the Clones and Revenge of the Sith. She isn't pregnant yet, still living secretly as Anakin's wife. (Does not take into consideration anything from the Clone Wars series, or movie.)

Afterlife: Post-RotS Padme, though whether she is either resurrected or a spirit, I'm not sure yet. Will develop later.

TBA: Friendship/love/hate relationship verse with jediprotector. Will be fleshed out more as it comes.

When: Two days after arriving on Kessel
Status: Private
Open to: No one


I'm already starting wonder if this trip has not been a waste of time. I've been trying for the last two days to begin the negotiations with the planet's leaders, and have been rebuffed at every turn. It's as if they are hiding something, and are trying to block the delegation from making any progress . . . Unfortunately, I get the feeling I'm going to be here for quite some time, if things keep going the way they have. I only hope Anakin got my message . . . I don't want him to worry, if he should happen to come home and I'm not there . . . He has enough stress, as it is.

If the planet's leaders do not respond to my message today, I'm going to contact the Chancellor and see what he wants me to do. It may be best for us to just return . . . I'm starting to honestly doubt whether or not we'll be able to win this fight, here. It may already be too far gone to draw them back from the Separatists. I'm going to contact them through the Holonet, and if they do not respond this time, I'm going to return to Coruscant, to regroup, and see what can be done there.

Status: Private (heavily coded/encrypted)
Open to: Anakin

( To Anakin )

Status: Private
Open to: No one

I was definitely surprised by the way the meeting went with Chancellor Palpatine. I had expected him to perhaps express concern over my questioning him in the Senate . . . not for him to give me a mission like this. He's sending me to Kessel . . . That both worries and surprises me. I hadn't realized how much danger that system might be in, until the Chancellor told me. I suppose it's understandable that he would send me; I have been known to be adequate with negotiations . . . but it worries me that he's sending me so far from the capital. I worry what could happen before I get back . . . What could happen to Anakin . . .

I wish I had time to at least leave a message, should he take a moment to try and contact me . . . But with all the preperations that need to be made before I leave, I'm afraid I won't be able to write something for him. I wish I could contact him . . . I have a . . . a forboding feeling about this mission. But I can't let my Republic down, no matter my personal feelings. I don't know when I'll be able to write here again . . . But, I hope it won't be long, and that I will perhaps have some news of my husband, then . . . Or at the very least, have finished with these negotiations.

Status: Private
Open to: No one


Things in the Senate today did not go well. I had hoped that by bringing the concerns these new ordinances up, before the vote, we could at the very least stall things. Unfortunately, the Chancellor seemed to have an answer for everything I brought up, so, my chance was quickly thwarted. The Senate passed all of the Ordinances, and now we are being left practically helpless, except for the clones and the Jedi . . . I'm really worried about these measures. I still don't think they are the right thing to do, but the Senate has passed them . . . There is no way around that. So, until we figure out some way to get them repealed, or until there is some loophole found, I'm afraid we will have to comply . . . including me. After the vote today, I couldn't help but feel vulnerable . . . helpless.

It's times like this that I miss Anakin the most. I wish I could contact him, if only to reassure myself that he is alright . . . Or, if I couldn't contact him, I wish I could at the very least hear some news of him . . . At least then I would know he hadn't been harmed, or . . . I can't even write the other possibility that comes to mind.

I miss him.

Status: private
Open to: no one


The newest communication from the Senate, and the Chancellor, disturbs me greatly. These new regulations are ridiculous! He can't honestly believe they won't be contested . . . It doesn't make sense. We are in the beginning stages of a war; why all these new restrictions? And that first one, in particular. Why would the Chancellor need to know the whereabouts of EVERY Jedi? I don't like it, one bit.

The rest of the ordinances . . . While some could argue them to be reasonable, I don't approve. The new restrictions are not going to be received well, by Senators, or the rest of the population. And the weapons surrender . . . I don't understand or approve. Weapons, even for civilians, can be a necessary evil. How do they expect us to defend ourselves, if there are no clones or Jedi within earshot? It is not a very practical thing, in the least. Even if they try, it's not likely they'll get all the weapons out there . . . Which means it will leave those honest enough to obey the law at a disadvantage, should they be accosted by those who are not. It's highly impractical, and I doubt it will be allowed without some sort of a fight.

This first ordinance makes me worry for another reason; Anakin. If they begin tracking Jedi, it will make it even harder for us to steal time together . . . not without worrying about being discovered. It leaves me uneasy that he could be caught, at any moment . . . But I can't dwell on that; not right now.